Thursday, March 3, 2011

Viva Votre Revolution

Dear Constituents,
       My name is David Rauenzahn. The point of this blog is simple. Grow, as a person, by conquering your fear. I have always lived my life cognizant of what I am most afraid of: not living, but surviving. Taking this life for granted is a travesty many of us abide by, unintentionally, if nothing else, for our reptilian brain only reacts as such. This is known as the Fight or Flight reaction. What if you could eventually become a person who faces their fear on a regular basis, not because you want to face that fear per se, but more that you want to achieve something for yourself, something only you can give yourself by triumphing over... you.
      Comrades, think of this as a revolution of the self in reaction to a life that simply feels that it is not worth living sometimes. It feels as if death to the soul to become so empty and devoid of the beauties life has to offer. Imagine: taking your dreams by storm. Having the courage to face your fear, and never regret again. Loves lost would be forever found, opportunities never lost, no stone left unturned. That is how I will live. And I want you all to join me; got anything better to do?
       Let's start of slow. You have to walk before you can run right? But you need just enough incentive, intesity, and frequency in order to make it effective, what you might call flexing your mind in order to create a paradigm shift, in order to change your perspective on life, and life itself. Start off by doing something once a week that scares the living shit out of you, whether it's asking that girl to dance, finally working up the courage to tell that friend that she is a beautiful person, one you cannot live without, or just seizing the day's adventure and seeing where it might take you. A similar concept to this is the acclaimed "Yes-man" technique portrayed by Jim Carrey's character in the movie of the same name.
      Life is waiting to be lived my friends. Just have the courage to live it, and the confidence in a new day, a confidence in yourself to make your dreams your reality.
      Never give up, never surrender.
      Have the imagination to dream, and the strength of will to realize you are your own limits, you can be whomever, wherever, whatever you want, if only you take life by the horns.
I can't wait to hear your adventures. This is a support group if nothing else. We are a network of people who simply want the most in life, and at first, it may not be easy; it wasn't easy for me. I hit the wall time and time again. Eventually, I became so obsessed with it, I drove myself literally to insanity, and ended up in a mental institution. The root? My dissatisfaction with life. I could not bring myself to accept how pitiful life was, that there wasn't more to my life, that I wasn't being all I could be. I was hopeless, and even tried commiting suicide several times. I had no one to turn to because no one would understand. I honestly felt like I had lost my mind, and I was lost. End of story.
        I don't know how, but I made it past that wall, only to realize that I was the one,\ who had set the bricks and mortar of my "wall" to begin with. I realized it was I who was making the choice not to live life, but instead play it safe, and never take chances. Never allowing self belief to enter my life, never feeling strong enough to take a leap of faith, if you will. Realize your dream, see your opportunity, make it a reality. Simple enough.
       This is where this blog comes into play. I created this so anyone who feels they aren't getting what they want out of life (and I will admit, not everyone will go to some of the extreme measures other's will, but it can help them too; my best friend is an avid practice of this and, with a little more help and expination, I think he can use this mental tool for great self-benefit. As have I. As can you. Not to mention you will be meeting new friends that share your dreams. It was a long and lonely journey for me. It doesn't have to be for you. That is the entire point of this blog. I hope that it will give you the strength and support you need to start living how you want, with people who it would be impossible not to have deep connections with, be it two friends who become like brothers, or a boy and a girl (personal preference, apologies) falling in love. Who says that's not possible? In the end, you do. And the key is just to do what you want. Like I said, we're here to help you overcome fear, and, overall, become a stronger person. And remember, always believe in yourself. The impossible is simply the improbable. Realize. Seize. Thrive. Repeat.

21 comments:

  1. Is this perhaps a self revolution? our a group self revolution

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  2. Just to list my fears, note this is the first time i'll ever publicize them,
    1. The dark, deathly afraid of it.
    2. Being alone(No friends,no family, nothing, isolation)
    3. my own weakness.
    4. Death
    5. Emotions
    6. Not being good at anything, my own short comings.
    7. sleep

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  3. Well consider this the only experiment you have ever needed to be a person free of fear, or at least the strength to be who you want. Stare fear in the face, every day if you can... and shake his hand. Knee him in the groin. Rip him limb from limb. The choice is yours; just don't be afraid. Confidence of one's Self, young padawan, is the first step.

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  4. btw sorry for nerd reference. what can you say really. it's a classic :)

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  5. Lol only I am not a padawan, and facing fear is so two sided detrimental

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  6. why do you say that? if you overcome fear, you grow as a person. it's not like you will become instantly fearless. Everything is relative. New and exciting challenges and obstacles will come in their own time and way, but just making the best FOR YOU with WHAT YOU HAVE NOW... that is the motive behind this.

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  7. I say it because fear is so sardonic, it will come back to you.

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  8. But that's just it. be a person who can fight your fear, if not emotionally, then physically, and physically combat the repercussions. I am a firm believer that everyone should have enough self respect to be able to defend themselves. BTW, anybody who is in Albuquerque... care to set up a fight club? Legit, bare knuckle boxing. The first hit is always the hardest... and so is the second... and the third. You just gotta never fucking lose.

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  9. I'm down, first rule of fight club??

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  10. and you failed your first test.... *facepalm* you have much to learn yet young padawan... as do we all

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  11. Well, I always say lead by example, so here it goes.
    What I did that scared me today:
    I started a blog. I have completely opened myself up to anyone who cares to listen. I will become as if an open book to some, and others I will never be understood. such is life; we are more complex creatures than we are comfortable with even initially. Our dreams can produce doubt, fear, vanity, but they can also be miracles, if I dare say. My current religious beliefs are... vast and obtuse... obscure even to some, sometimes myself. At least I always know that, if nothing else, I have it within my power to choose what is best for me and make it real. All it comes down to really is... Do you got the cojones...?

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  12. That's gold, I always wanted to do something like this.

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  13. Your knowledge, understanding, and practice of... exactly. Mwa Mwa Mwa....

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  14. I faced my fear of the dark last night

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  15. good man! see, it is most effective a lesson when you are both the master and the pupil :) btw I started a new post for the blog. this was just the intro, but I'll set up a new one each week, and report back your adventures throughout the week on each post. also talk about how it affected you. what did you retrieve from that experience?

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  16. regrets for the things left undone, unsaid, untried - not talking about thrill-seeking - that's for idiots who need an excuse not to change their everyday reality. but going the distance with the dreams.
    indeed, vive notre/votre revolucion!

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